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pConclusion for this semester: STRESS

Sem 5, can say that is the most stress semester for me so far, work overnight for few days and finally get sick, i think this is the worst 1 because i rest around 4-5 days then only feel better.

Last week, toughest week to go through, tortuning by sickness....Crumbling~~!!!

I really scare get fail again, especially this time, if get fail any 1 of the subject , gonna take the only failed subject for entire semester. It will waste 2k+ and my half year time here...
arghhh.... cant stop think about it.

Thanks God i can resubmit my assignment, the deadline from last week keep postponed to next week after begged the lecturer...XD

If not i really dont know how to die.

Because of that now i can watch movie non-stop, and have some day-dreaming....

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Jb Jb Jb , i wan go JB!!!

Seriously im so miss all of my friends in JB, and all the church members over there.

and the important thing the foods over there as well ^.^

really hope that next week i able to go back there to visit them for few days, do something for the church. always think to do something but somehow feel like there is a gap.

Although never contact for quite a while, but my heart cant stop think about them however now im here, at Cyberjaya.

i thought im mature enough but actually ain't, duno since when i realized that my way of thought such a childish.

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recently my dad was at China, everytimes he call me i was dont feel like pick up the phone, because the first thing he mention is ask me when to go back Kedah. haiz....

told him i dont wan go back but still keep pushing me.

Maybe u'll wonder that why i dont go back since its holiday soon.

Nonon, i wanted to go back but just for a while,

For me, go back for entire sem break = wasting my time.

I rather stay here and self-learn something or work to earn some. Im 21 year old already ok?

I always feel like did nothing for my life...haiz................

However, my dad also brought me a good news, he said can let me go China again!!!YES...

Now is winter season over there, can see snow again.....wkakaka

but the problem its on me because my schedule is so unstable now.

1) need to finish assignment and pass up with peaceful heart.

2)Jb trip

3)Outing with friends

4)go back hometown

5)China

hope i can complete all of this...aiks