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pConclusion for this semester: STRESS

Sem 5, can say that is the most stress semester for me so far, work overnight for few days and finally get sick, i think this is the worst 1 because i rest around 4-5 days then only feel better.

Last week, toughest week to go through, tortuning by sickness....Crumbling~~!!!

I really scare get fail again, especially this time, if get fail any 1 of the subject , gonna take the only failed subject for entire semester. It will waste 2k+ and my half year time here...
arghhh.... cant stop think about it.

Thanks God i can resubmit my assignment, the deadline from last week keep postponed to next week after begged the lecturer...XD

If not i really dont know how to die.

Because of that now i can watch movie non-stop, and have some day-dreaming....

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Jb Jb Jb , i wan go JB!!!

Seriously im so miss all of my friends in JB, and all the church members over there.

and the important thing the foods over there as well ^.^

really hope that next week i able to go back there to visit them for few days, do something for the church. always think to do something but somehow feel like there is a gap.

Although never contact for quite a while, but my heart cant stop think about them however now im here, at Cyberjaya.

i thought im mature enough but actually ain't, duno since when i realized that my way of thought such a childish.

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recently my dad was at China, everytimes he call me i was dont feel like pick up the phone, because the first thing he mention is ask me when to go back Kedah. haiz....

told him i dont wan go back but still keep pushing me.

Maybe u'll wonder that why i dont go back since its holiday soon.

Nonon, i wanted to go back but just for a while,

For me, go back for entire sem break = wasting my time.

I rather stay here and self-learn something or work to earn some. Im 21 year old already ok?

I always feel like did nothing for my life...haiz................

However, my dad also brought me a good news, he said can let me go China again!!!YES...

Now is winter season over there, can see snow again.....wkakaka

but the problem its on me because my schedule is so unstable now.

1) need to finish assignment and pass up with peaceful heart.

2)Jb trip

3)Outing with friends

4)go back hometown

5)China

hope i can complete all of this...aiks

This is the current things my com working for me.

Notice tat how many things i opened at the same time?for 1 subject of assignment

Lucky my com ain't lousy com, if not duno hang how many times oledi.

My files is super messy now, cant tahan wif it, BUT wat to do?

1 week more toward freedom...ENDURE wif it!!!

wats ur response of 1st sight to c this pic? Obviously tis is not my chair, i'm not tat capable to
"transform" the chair become like tis. tis is Keith's chair......lol
Its was happened last few days. Tat time i were slping n suddenly heard some sound. POOMM~~~~~~~~
U noe how loud is tat?IM HAVING A DREAM!!!
n i was jumped up from my bed, the 1st thing i look at is my com coz i tot it was lightning strike.
Scared me..................
Open the door n go into his room n c...1st response i had is---- GENG!!!
Like tis oso can break it into half, speechless n laugh. lol


REMINDER----behave urself when sitting on a chair, dont goyang here goyang there!=)

My com table!

Quite some week din update my blogs oledi, n here im, IM BACK.
since nothing to do, took some pics of my room.

Cant believe wat kind of person m i, coz tml got 1 assignment to pass up n i stil duno doing wat here, so much time can stil post a blog n leave the assignment behind.





















My table is look messy, wakakakak.

Here, the place i always facing with.
Sometimes 12hours, sometimes 24 hours.

Alot of things rite?
wat to do, lazy to tidy up.
when feel stress n bore, i'll light up n burn the fragrance oil.hoho....
tats so nice to smell n relaxing.
Wan try some?